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a powerful idea, authenticity, passion + the primal response
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artist must live with her antennae constantly alert for the perturbations
of ideas, movements and events most likely to change the facts of our
lives --- and then respond fully, with vital authenticity at the
core primal level, with a fearlessness and openness that risks total
vulnerability, in order to assert and celebrate our humanity in the
times we live.
Presently I am consumed by the quest for, and expression of, the
primal. I seek those images that catch my breath, shattering the
icing-glass defenses of media saturated ennui and critical analysis,
and in firing my neurons, rock me to my Paleolithic core.
In side wormhole searchings, perhaps it is imbued with some sort of unconscious recognition of – and hunger for –
self-organized complexity, that moment when my pigments and media
cohere into a cascade of new meaning, recognizable but not rational.
Perhaps it is based in some neural law(s). I get lost in
trying to explain the self-evidence, immersed mute in the raucous
silence of the ineffable, yet dancing the rhythm of my new visual
language.
Alive, my imagination sparks, with the songs of the past sung with the
rituals of the present to weave the vision and language of the
future. I sense the kernel of our humanity and environment in the
story space of the universe. And at that moment, the eddies of
complexity gift up glissandos and persistent structures to lead us to
transcendence.
For
the last eight years, I have been immersed in a journey of craft --
intensely studying Old Master restoration technical reports, historical
texts, forgers' notes, and of course, the paintings themselves, in the
humble but compelled yearning for technique, the limited palette, command
of mediums, and mastery of anatomy. Perhaps it is as a site of
resistance, certainly not as a reactionary dogma of beauty. But
rather, I seek greater skills by which to express my vision of narrative
figurative art at the birth of this 21st century. As a child of
the sixties while tutored in the grand galleries of the Louvre, my
worldview was shaped by the immediacy of photojournalism and colored by
abstract expressionism. The work of contemporary artists
such as Lucian Freud, Gerhard Richter, Jenny Saville, Cecily Brown,
William Kentridge, Jerome Witkin and Jorg Dubin provides me with even more awe at the muses of craft and
possibility of art today.
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